METuesday, April 12, 2005
i noe i hav not been updating mua blog...was kinda bz...so0o0o0orie.....well....alot hav been happening 4 the past wks or shall i sae mths.....to cut it short...my studies r slackin.....but luckily my overall ave is constant.....but still i nid to pull up my sockz......well...if those hu r ard me notice sumting difrent bout me...den im so0o0orie kae....im havin my mood period(the period where i hav inconstant n unexpected moods) now...yeps...the period where many ppl hate me....i juz cant understand y though....i mean ppl keep sayin tat my mood period is lyk evrie dae evrie mth n evrie yr...yarh2 wadeva....tis is me...so endure it or juz leave me.......
1stly,i've been havin several probs at home.....i mean...its as if i dun even hav any parents....no one care 4 me now...i mean seriouzly....no one asked me whether i gt hw...if der is any test the next day or even how am i getting along wif my studies...u guys out der may seem to find tis normal n is noting...the fact is tat its nt true...u will feel sumting difrent den...u will feel as if sumting in ur lyf is missing...i hav been missin haf of my lyf...now i'm missing the other haf...sumtyms i wonder...am i here juz to b sum1 hu hav brain n soul but no feelings? cos tat is wad im becomin.....after all the tings tat i hav gone tru...it made me learn sumting....dat is der is nth tat can hurt or make me cry...even though i feel lyk cryin i hav to hold it back....i might juz n end up wif a peson without emotions...
the next ting is tt my mum keep sayin tat i'm goin out....wad the????.....i didnt even go out evrie dae....i mean the onlie tym i go out is due to my cca related...the rest is i'm at home....wad the heck....im not allowed to go to town...i'm nt allowed to go to faraway place frm my house...whereas my sis is given the freedom to do all tat....wtf.....get lost arh.....my sis is sittin 4 her olevel tis yr....so isnt she suppose to b revisin back her studies...so y is she allowed to go out....yarh2...lyfs unfair...i noe.... i noe no one wud reallie understand.....so...nvm....
so guys hu hav read tis entry....dun bother to ask me anitin cos nth will b revealed.....
(conceal me for what i am)
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 10:10 PM
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