MEWednesday, July 13, 2005
my lyf is so meaningless....yarh its true..
wif onlie a few frwens bsyd me....those are the one hu reallie noes the truf n who trust me....
they knew wad had reallie happen...sum1 said tt i onnlioe c one syd of a prob....well in dat case...u urself shud judge or realize urself....u hear her story wad bout me....wad bout those tings she hav done towards me...does anione care////well...1 ting i noe...u dcide to support her as she is closer to u...as u guys hav alot in common...as u ONLIE LISTEN TO HER PART OF STORY.....plz lah gal......i noe u were touch cos she had cried in frt of u....wad do i nid to cry to get ur sympathy????? plzz...i dun nid it.....n i dun cry in frt of others wen i noe im rite..n i wont cry to prove aniting... the ting i noe is tis....i dun nid anione to blieve me....i dun nid many ppl to tink tt im in the rite....she nids it rite...so y dun all of u go to her....she nids ur sympathy cos she is the victim nt me....rite???????????? if u wanna noe...u hav to b in my place to noe wad she hav done to me.....to bad u cant...u onlie noe tt she is the one wif all the probs....she is the one hu nid to b pity at....she is the victim of her parents frens n even her guy.....welll...to u ...im sum1 hu doesnt exist...sum1 hu dun hav feelings...sum1 hu wont even care bout aniting...sum1 hu hav no problem....if onlie u r in myshoes...den u will noe how hard it is being me....w/o parents...w/o real luv....w/o evriting........
seriouzly i tink....i wud onlie b the one hu rmember my frens...but they wont rmember me...
im the one hu wud giv in to evriting...im the one hu wud help dem wen they r in nid...especially wen they r sick......to all those hu i hav helped....its been a pleasre helping u...i dun nid aniting big frm u.....pls juz rmember tt i hav been been ur fren n will owaez b....
ps:i hav lost a fren......a fren hu i am close to....he may hav 4gotten bout me...but i will neva 4get him...well...its nt his fault...we hadnt chat 4 so0o0o long....maeb tt causes it....
to tt gal: u may tink wadeva u lyk..u may hate me...u may mock me...u may drain ur tears to others...but i wont b moved by it...cos i will rmember those tings u hav done to me...all those lies...all the tings u talk bhind my back...
to the other gal: i noe sumtyms i judge onlie by 1 side...but c urself....did u hear me out? no u didnt...bcos she had criy in frnt of u...u strait away sympathize her...nvm...4get it...i wont blame it on u...i mean i noe i dun hav a religious or good character n attitude...but to0o bad..tis is hu i am....u cant change me....
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 7:03 PM
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