MEMonday, November 07, 2005
Yupz...as u can c from the title.....im predicting wad it wud b lyk tis wk.....
it will b
BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tt is wad its gg to b...well 1stly...i'll b havin lesson on mon n tues....wed will b staying at home....thurs...will b gg out 4 jln raya.....but it'll b boring...4 couples n 6 lesbians...wkakaaka...lyk real....no lah...there'll b 6 singles....im nt sure if i'll b able to take it....lyk duh...seeing the other 4....ish....wad to do....my luck i guess.....it will bring memories 4 sure...lets hope i wont break down..i noe iza is sure tt i wont brk down....hahha....
oh yah....juz rmembered.....3 person who is close to me...which is...my dearest sis,nurul n iza....all 3 of dem said tis same phrase...at difrent times..." ayu..u can't cry" n i was lyk wad??? n started laughing.....well isit true? hmm....im nt sure....but maeb it is...i've nt shed a tear 4 5 mths now....n it is still gg.....im nt sure wen will b the dae dat my tears will come out...maeb nt at all....hmmm... lets juz wait n c....
to iza n seri: hey guys...even though u guys felt tt im strong cos i didnt cry....well actuali i do feel lyk crying but i cant....its juz tt the stuff tt is emotional to others doesnt trigger my sense of emotion....n it hurts nt to cry actuali....it hurt deep inside....it hurts in my heart.....n its nt gd.....cos it seems as if im bottling up evrieting...soon one dae it will burts juz lyk a volcano wen it reaches its max...but im nt sure wen will it b...been waitin 4 mths....but it hasnt come...maeb it will neva......so...to d both of u n maeb even others...if u feel lyk crying go ahead n do so....the best is if u hav a shoulder to lean on...i noe tt my both of my shoulders r free 4 all those hu hav probs....
as for todae.....did nth much...juz went to hav lunch...took pics....yada yada yada...still waitin 4 sum1 to msg me...maeb tt will lift up my spirits 4 todae.....
aniwaez...GD LUCK TO THOSE TAKING THEIR O'S
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 5:47 PM
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