MEWednesday, December 14, 2005
i tink im back on my two feet....but still nt yet ready 4 aniting..well..i reallie wanna take tis opportunity to thx those hu hav help me to get back to my senses n onto my two feet...it made me realize hw important my frens r to me...after wad they had advice me...thx u guys...yarh, nw i realizes evrieting..i c the big pic nw...i wudnt lose aniting if i cudnt hav him....i mean der r still others out der hu can accept n will accept me 4 hu i am...
niwaez,sry guys...didnt reallie hav the mood to talk or aniting...feeling down lately...well,it might due to bcos its the holidaes...n i cant go out n im struggling 4 my own living...worst still i dun even noe hw to do tt...1stly,im nt werkin 2ndly my collectn money all hav been used up 4 my transportation n sch allowance...haiz..n nw im onlie left wif 2 bucks...n tt 2 bucks is to keep me alive 4 tis fri...n my ezlink card has o cents in it...n im havin a long dae on fri....haiz...maeb bringin food frm home i guess....hmm...well..i still haven do any planning...n itink im date...reallie werkin against tym nw....4 more wks to sch reopen....3 more wks to lit n eng class..which means hell..haha...all byronknights wud agree wif me....
btw...as 4 todae...am quite happy....
well arn was practically telling me tt he was wif his fren hu is a gal..n he ept rpeating dat they r nt doin aniting..were juz talking...n he told me tt he was juz sending her home....den was teasing him actuali was saying"rajin u anta die balek?" hs reply"jgn ckp mcm gtu lah u...i tk nk kecik kan hati u..i bkn ape..tapi i nk tau if u hav any special feeling 4 me or wad?plzz tell me d truf..i wan to noe frm ur heart"
so..i told him the truf...n ask him back cos tt was wad ive been tnkin to ask him...so...he told me the truf n we nw noe hw we feel 4 each other..juz tt we r nt ready to b in any relationship...so we r staying the way we r.....n we r happy wif it....n im reallie happy tt he had asked tt questn if nt i will neva noe hw he feels.....n he noes hw i feel.....hahahahahahaha....crazy me....
its reallie great to hav such nice frns....frens hu will stand by u...tru thick n thin....wud lend a listening ear even wen they hav probs demselves.....niwaez...dis is wad me n another 3 gals r doin.....bridget,lena n tibby....carmen her saying all my thx kisses n hugs..to the three of u..luv u darlz...muackz muackz muackz...
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 2:38 AM
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