MESunday, December 04, 2005
lime sonic bang!!!!!!!! it rock??????? kinda...abit....well...its ok....was quite bored...nt sure y....n was feelin low as per normal..niwaez...i hate the part wen the anugerah finalist came out.....girls were screaming frm evrie directions.....wth.....my ears was in pain from their screamin....my sis was one of dem...haha....was nt sure wad was so0o0o gr8t bout dem aniwaez....
ummm....well,actuali it was kinda freaky to b der....1stly,it was damn crowded...n im afraid of the crowd...ahhhh!!!!! haha....2ndly..ppl were staring at others weirdly.....freaky....den...ders the stalker lyk ppl....hahah...oh yarh...der was dis incident...tis guy was wif her gal...n i dunnoe how he ended up being bhind me n his gal right infront...so,niwaez...he was standin reallie near me....damn near....i cud feel his hand/arms wen i lean to the back...super freaky....had aked my sis fren to c 4 me hu was he....he was reallie freaking me out...tout no one noticed it....well,at least sum1 did....my fren did...hahah...he told me he was about to do sumthin if the guy gt more close to me...haha...thx ya...luckily he didnt...if nt ill b so0o0o shocked n mab wud even slap him..haha...fierce me...but was nt being myself jz nw...actuali had been warned b4 hand nt to b myself...as i wud land myself into deep trouble if i did...hey..cant blame me...blame my mouth..hahaha....it cant
b shut..n blame my temmper...hu asked it to b so0o0o hot-tempered..
had is weird felling nt sure y...was kinda abit jealous...was kinda nt...nt sure lah...but maeb was juz scared tt tings wud rpeat itself.....well...since the 1 yr n 1 mth relationship ting...i became more scared n afraid..afraid i might loose the guy tt i lyk...even though he is juz a fren...n wif the stupid incidents tt occur..it makes me more scared...hmm...im nt sure y...i juz dun feel secure....
n yarh i noe...ppl may find me stupid...as i rejected alot of ppl cos im waiting 4 him...n waiting still even though im gg on dates....but i will neva ever go into a relationship i tink...shud b...im juz nt ready....
to him: im still waiting...i hav nt venture into a new relationship since the promise tt i made....i onlie go on dates yet it doesnt feel the same....i cant get over our relationship...i juz cant get over u....i will wait ok....but i will go on dates to juz fill in my empty heart....
i may sound crazy or stupid....but seriouzly...a promise is a promise...unless i seriouzly am assure myself tt i hav to get over u...cos u reallie found sum1 new..n wad u said to me was untrue...
btw...wen u tolde me tt u gt a new gal...n tt u were havin a pit n tt u were gg to hav gals over,....i was jealous...yarh i admit it....i am jealous...reallie jealous
but wad to do....u found sum1 new...i cant blow my top 4 tt ryte....i mean u wudnt want sum1 hu wudnt hav the tym to spare 4 u....niwaez...if u reallie hav sum1 new...i hope u will b happy wif her.....n wen u r reallie happy wif her...maeb i will try to 4get u...even if it hurts me alot....
feeling reallie down........
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 1:51 AM
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