MEMonday, February 20, 2006
1st werd.....shocked......2nd werd estatic..........
weee.......kae2...so0o todae...as per normal...xcept tt was feeling very rastless n fidgety....i cudnt stop talking 4 the whole dae..kept on laughing too...hahah....cant ctrl myself mah.....den went to lot 1 after ss lesson....borrow books again...4 m,iza,n bav.....den went back home wif nurul n mie...haha.....nth much..juz chatted ard.....den reach home...tis is wen my mood changes...hahah.....gt a msg frm him!!!!!!!!! wee...........i juz feel so0o0 happy...weeeeeeee.......... finally he msged me after so0o0o long..is dis a gd sign or nt????? i dunnoe...nt sure lorh....but im juz happy...estatic in fact........ mie noes hw happy i am....she was d first person tt i called to tell bout his msg..... we were trying to figure out wad was all of it about..i dun understand it at 1st.....so0o msg him tru online sms....found my ans....im juz happy tt i get to talk to him again......
lets hope the relation tt we hav wud get better......
sumting tt i made yest...was tinkin bout him again....
janganlah kau pergi meninggalkanku
janganlah kau menyalahkanku
aku tahu aku bersalah
ampunilah diriku ini
engkau lah yang aku benar2 mencinta
engkaulah yang benar2 aku sayang
engkaulah segalanya di hati ini
engkaulah pengubat sepi...
janganlah engkau pergi..
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andai aku mengatakan
aku mencintaimu
andai aku mengatakan
aku merinduimu
adakah kau akan mempercayaiku?
andai aku mengatakan
aku tidak dapat melupakan mu
andai aku mengatakan
aku terlalu menyayangimu
adakah kau akan mempercayaiku?
tetapi
kini semua sudah terlewat
kau telah pergi jauh membawa diri
aku tidak sempat
tidak sempat untuk meluahkan perasaan ini
namun
aku akan tetap mencintaimu
tetap menyayangimu
kesalahanku telah menyedarkanku
maafkan lah aku...
kembalilah ke dalam hidup ku
aku akan menunggumu...
-----------------------so0o0o d jiwang---------------------------
but hu cares..tts wad im feeling nw...
i wanna tell him d truf...but i cant...im juz scared...i wan him to noe how i reallie feel...but i cant...im juz scared....
to him..if u noe hu u r......i reallie hav neva ever forgotten u.....i reallie neva had let go of the feeling tt i had 4 u....the feeling is still deep in me.....its juz too deep 4 me to let go......i wish u cud understand hw i am feeling........a tep which i had taken wrgly,plz forgive me....i noe i am wrg..... but i reallie wish u cud giv me a chance...n we b lyk hw we use to b last tym.......i miz those tym....but the most is...i miz u.......reallie i do.....btw,the feeling tt i hav has neva eva fade away......it is stronger by each dae actuali....but i juz dun hav the guts to tell u...im sry.....i dun noe if evriting wud b requited..as far as i noe..it might b juz an unrequited one...
to mie: hey thx gal.....didnt noe tt u wud understand me reallie deep enuf....i juz hope tt im as brave as i am wen coming to tis sort of stuff...i noe ive owaez been a frirect person sum1 hu is brave to admit tings..but i juz am scared tt im clapping wif one hand u c....haiz......
5 more daes to my bdae.......
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 11:52 PM
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