METuesday, July 18, 2006
haiz....i noe its been such a long tym since i blogged...well,lets start on a gd note....i guess im coping well nw...able to pull myself together....able to trust others...able to relate well wif others neven treasure those ard me...well..guess im gd.....evryting is fyn bwn me n u noe hu.....
well, nw im starting to get more irritated easily...i hav no idea y...tried to ctrl it...however its quite difficult....haiz....sumtyms...to keep myself frm nt blowing my top,i had to keep quiet..i mean reallie2 keep quiet n ignore my surrounding....i noe ders sumting bothering my mind..but i hav no idea wad it is...n im try ing hard to figure it out or juz tell sum1 but i cant...haiz..it isnt d same nw...miss my sec 2 life..whereby i had sum1 to pour out all my probs...tt person wud juz hear me out n support me....even though nw i hav tt sum1....yet..it still isnt d same though...i cant find myself talking seriouz tings wif him or even pouring out my secrets too him....did i juz did a wrg move again?? or am i still clinging onto d past..onto my first love?? haiz..im nt sure...prelim is in 2 mths tym..i hav to get all tis settled by the end of tis mth..haiz...i reallie hav to try hard.....
oh yarh..im werrid bout arn..he's drinking again nw....i miss him...i miss d him tt i knew frm the beginning...he usually wont get reallie drunk after drinking...i dun even noe hw he cud b reallie drunk d other tym..im reallie werrid sick but i cant even talk to him...he juz talk abit n tts it..haiz...
kae lah....niwaez...todae..played touch rugby during pe...a confusing game..haha...we were new to it..but i guess in wks to come we'll b quite gd..oh yarh...fareez fell twice during d game...d gals had lotsa laugh during it....so..todae..as per normal....tts all....
missing evrieone...
``Purpledramaqueenmadness ; 6:59 AM
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